Bears!

We always love bears ever since we're kids. I meant who doesn't right? A teddy bear to snuggle at night, hold on it and cry on it. I loved my teddies. My bear bear! Just look at how adorable they are!

Honesty

Well, i guess people care about looks more often than knowing the person inside. I have to admit that to myself but I'll try to understand once I get to know that person regardless of how they look. It doesn't bother me at all if you are down to earth, honest, socializable and what not. A simple smile and we can start from there.

I hated when people added me in MSN that doesn't greet who they are. I mean, why add if you are not introducing yourself? Must I be the one who say HI? Crap! Even if i do so, there is nothing in common to chat about, most often chats to feel like Q and A. I'm over it. Add me if you REALLY want to chat or know me.

Curiosity Me

Often days when we’re bored, we look at life in a simplest way, thoughts of people lives, how they go about and seeing through the crowds. Maybe most of us are too occupied with workloads until we forget the people around us and how wonderful it is just to pause for awhile. Chill. Relax. Maybe when i grow older, i might not think the way as i am right now but it’s OK because i know that as an adult, work is very important and is important as well to have your ‘’ME’’ time.
I myself daydream a lot and wander into space when i’m bored, just to get any inspiration or motivation. I’ve bet most of us done it before, within a gang of friends, you felt left out because you have nothing in common to talk about. Just be yourself and don’t attempt to ‘’fit in’’.

Oh yea, here’s another wannabe that’s common in Malaysia or which I was soo bored to the extent of listening to others conversation. Well, this girl was with her BFF’s of 2. One of them is a Caucasian mix and the other 2 were Asians and so is this girl. They were browsing through stuff in a retail shop and once the Asian girls speak. You know that they are trying to be non Asian, speaking with slangs that are obvious that they created their own kind of Malaysian-Chinese-English-UK slangs. Not that I’m against Asian speaking proper English but it just sounded so fake and it shows that you are trying too hard. What’s wrong with speaking English in your own way? So what if you are study abroad and you adapt their style of speaking or are you just trying to show off that you are from abroad?. Most often I see them as bratz, childish and fake. Most funny thing is, LALA ‘s even try to speak like a Caucasian which to me, failed miserably. Sorry, just admit it.

Ohh Emily

Times flies as everyone says it, and yes, it Does. Met alot of interesting people in my life, gained experience as i'm learning. And now, internship adds to my Ex list. My job currently as a junior writer and stylist for a Man Magazine which is Augustman. Feel free to check it out GUYS, because the Mag is still new to the audience.

For the past 2 weeks, i've become ''emily'' known to the world as being a hardworking, dedicated and a slave for fashion in order to achieve something greater than the current job provides. Using it as a stepping stone and hopefully it look good on the resume. The fun side of it is that, i get to choose branded items without looking at the price, just take whichever is relevant for an upcoming photo shoot. Able to attend events such as fashion show, product launches or magazine launch is the highlight of my job while presenting myself to the public as the New Writer. Sounds cool to me. The downside is that, i have to collect and return those branded stuff guarding it with my whole life and try not to screw up. Calling client for product purposes, emailing for date confirmation and write stories whichever relates to men lifestyle. I'm still learning and new to the publishing house. i'm sure to make mistakes for the first time. Usual me.

Mixed Emotions

Do you think i'm invinsible?
i hated that feeling of awkardness, was i not there?
why must i go through this?
i don't care whether you are in your own perfect little world that you want the entire world to know about, but please do respect.

love? i always have doubt about love, how true can it be?
it always, somehow ends up in disagreement...i'm seriously sick of it.
i'm not there to be make fun of..

2 face!
fucking split personalities..
do not pretend infront of me.

broken promises!
so it's nice to talk about wonderful life together, travels.. Craps!
but do not promise that you will do just that!
it gives out false hope and false hope eventually leads to heartbreak.

if you are out for looks, sorry to tell...i'm not the one,
i'm not your typical youngster, i'm not a rich bastard, i have imperfections and if you think it's uncool...so let's be it

Random Days

Time for an update of a whole week off. Been working for some alternate days in Fourskin/ Deeper & Harder. As usual, there were lots of people in 1u, i just dont get it. Some people just loves shopping even at 10am. Besides that, i did some of my 7 assignments, only 1 or 2 are actually done. The rest gonna be last minute work, i'm sure. Nothing really happening this week so i'll let the pictures do the talk.

That stephy go Jusco and bought fruits including ready to go KIWI pack and SALLY (pears)

Here she is, enjoying her KIWEEEESS!!

Ceiling aka See Leng or Leng See (carry sh**)

Brokeback moutain wannabe

Respect

Made It!!...........to top 10 only

The face search that i joined few month back. Still remember right? i've made it into top 10. Which means make overrrr time. Hahaha! So the venue was at seapark brickhouse. Not sure if its's a famous landmark but it's a stunning looking house. Like a hotel plus semi D. Coolie. So there were we with all the top 10 guys. 1st session is break the ice (britney break the ice..ohoh), then off to facial while using Living Nature product. It actually smells really natural like seriously wood-ish smell because it is 100% all natural with no chemical fragrances. Go greeen! anyway, it felt clean and it makes my skin matte. After that, it make up time...how fun. 1st time putting on make up, so i need alot of foundation to cover up my imperfections. That make up artist is a auntie, so i look like a drag queen with over blusher, powder and not to mention, mascara and eye liner. It make my eye look so miang weii.

So after those hair and make up done, it's off to photoshoot which i like the most. Here are the pics.

Its not done yet. So keep on voting for me to top 5, yeah?
or i'll hunt you down once again....

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